Friday, August 25, 2006

thinking to much

yesterday i started thinking that maybe my iron has dropped more than it needed too..and i have no idea where ive stuck the vitamins i was taking and im not that interested in buying more..but my energy is dead and gone...if i didnt have to be awake i think i would be sleeping the day away...i told yvonne i was gonna try coffee this weekend and she told me i would probably spit it out if i drunk it black..but i have every intention of trying it and if i start bouncing off the walls maybe ill clean up my clothes that are becoming one with the floor right now..but its really hard focusing when i just want to sleep but all the same i made it through my first week of being at the hospital and getting the badge was still my favoritest part..and im a dork but getting to open the locked doors is majorly cool for no real reason..but i learned my way around the rehab part and learned how to do an assment and got to go on a couple trips with the physical therapists and patients that were a lot of fun..and everyone is really nice and helpful...and im feeling more comfortable being there i think..confusing learning all the names but im being included and the nurses and ppl have no problem with me tagging along at random times...still its nice to have off the weekend cas it was busy and stressful without really being expected to do anything..and i get to take my care bear lunchbox which makes my day too..and i was never sure when i would get to use it when yvonne got it for me a while ago...but now i get to use it and it works out..but other than it its going ok i think..

im going to talk to dr miller on monday and im not really worried about it but it sucks that prof dunn isnt teaching this semester..i miss her although i dont think ill e ver tell her that ...but still its not cool not being able to drop by her office whenever i wanted to..being on campus once a week is different than being stuck there for most of the week all day and not doing anything...its ok at the hospital and everything but i miss having time to waste during the day...and i had more to write but im getting tired so ill do it tomorrow i guess

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