things arent looking so rotten

today was busy...really really busy..i woke up early because i needed to go get index cards and finish stuff before class..which i got done..i got my homework done and got the cards i needed...i went to class and it wasnt bad..i went and got copies and faxed my license to the insurance place...and then ran into dr bass and talked to her for a little while before she had class..went and talked to dr miller about a bunch of stuff...went to fin aid and talked to them and now i have fin aid! that made my day completely...i know im not drinking enough though because i was walking around all day and started to get a headache but it just made it worse since i didnt bother really stopping for lunch..but i now have fin aid and i finished most of what i had to do today..so now i just have to get ready for the rest of the week...still really disappointed about cutting last night..and it didnt help at all really and i dont know what im supposed to be doing..is it even possible to be really mad at cutting...ifs its possible or not i am..im mad at it for changing and not letting me know about it..and its not suppose to change without me doing it or wanting to do it..and it just sucks oh well i guess..just really confused again