i have messed up...ok

i dont know how else to say it...ive messed up..thats it..all..i dont know what else to say...i dont know what else i can do...im sorry i just freaking scrwed up everyones plans...im sorry for being a screw up and for messing up and for just not doing what i know i needed to do...for whatever reason...im sorry ok...and i try to fix it..to do the right thing..make the right choice..and its thrown back in my face...yep..thats me..just  a fucking screw up..thank you for the reminder..thank you for letting me know just how well i have messed things up..and messed everything up for everyone else...thank you for the reminder..i do really appreciate it...