tired

well i actually completed my goal and cleaned for 2 hours before stopping..but now im like so tired and worn out..i feel like ive been going all day and im just tired...and still have some things to do...but really we like got the floor clean in the kitchen and downstairs bathroom..and i just gotta get the dishes in the dishwasher before i go to bed tonight..and then i completely cleaned my room..closet included..and like swept and the vacuumed and mopped my room! bounce tried to help and like chased stuff out from other things and i got to throw them away lol..and then she sat in the litter box while i was cleaning it out lol..i still have to dust and do laundry but can do that later in the week..i was gonna go it tonight but energy was gone..but finally have a clean room. and feel like ive done something today.

and for some reason my legs are cramping a lot tonight..it stinks..and it was both legs at the same time and i could feel the muscles cramping..and ive even been drinking water today! i don't get it..maybe cause i was sweating a lot today..i dont know..but i hate getting them..they hurt so much :(

if i stop and think about things i get really nervous about tomorrow...still not sure what im wearing and super worried about well messing up or saying something wrong. the lady said its like a panel thing and that it will be with ppl already working in the field..and then i start thinking they are gonna ask me like super hard questions or something..but i do see linda before going ..and i always feel more together after seeing her..so im hoping that will help me get through the interview! i couldnt convince myself to try to change or cancel the appt..really kinda want to see her..so yeah i have those two things tomorrow..and im gonna try to go to the unemployment place on wed..and then i see the pdoc on thursday.. gosh i really need to write stuff down cas im forgetting things again..took me a couple days to remember i had pdoc this week..even though i know i talked about it last week..ugh really need to get a planner thingy..

hmmm wow still cant believe how tired i am tonight..

but yeah..think positive...gotta remember that