bordering on being very depressed

i am tired.
last night the overnight ppl were both late. i didnt even get to leave until after midnight. because we had to wait, because the kids could not be alone. iand it didnt help anything that i was just so tired and out of focus..driving home last night was scary. it is frustrating because of leaving so late and having to turn around and go back in the morning. im supposed to be there in a half an hour but the overnight said i could come in late. so i have maybe an hour or so, but i dont have any desire to get up and get ready for work. i want to stay in bed and sleep or do nothing, and have absolutely no one say my name. I dont get off tonight until 11 again and i have to be at work at 9 tomorrow for training. it makes me want to scream in frustration. it really does. right this minute i could care less about how much overtime i was getting. i really dont care. because i have to be at work almost all week again and it is hard when im so stressed out and anxious.

yesterday while at work i worked on my final exam for the class im in and i was stressing about it big time..like i was positive i was going to fail and like lose my job..not even joking..i wasnt understanding the questions and i was just freaking out...but i manged to get it done..and i had one of the girls helping me get the answers online last night lol..but i finished it and sent it in on time..and i got an email this morning and i only missed one question :o .. it made me happy and took off some of the stress i was feeling.

but i guess im going to get something to get and then get ready for work...