daily rambles

wow..it feels so late and i feel so drained right now! but its not even 7 yet and i just want to go back to bed..ugh..just been a pretty quiet day..no going outside since earlier yesterday..and i realized a bit late that i was prolly back in isolating mode..but oh well..its back to work tomorrow and i guess im ready..but it still makes me feel a tad bit overwhelmed..essh...but i did good this weekend..i actually cleaned up! and got all my laundry done..well the last load is in now but i actually did it all and i can see my floor and its so nice lol..

i ffell asleep earlier and really it turned into a 3 hour nap..which i guess i needed but im still tired..but i know ill be feeling more awake later on and then unable to sleep..oh well i guess..

watched a little bit of monsters inc tonight..and then got distracted and stopped watching it and played sims yet again..but given up on that for now..and just online doing stuff..maybe go and lay down and read for a bit soon..

i dont know im feeling a lot quieter than usual..not sure what to say..to much to say and so i dont say anything at all..

im trying harder to be more sociable with yvonnes boyfriend ..im trying ..thats all i can promise..with that one..

hmm pdoc this week but no therapy...im on the waiting list for therapy and if i can be squeezed in ill go..but it not its ok i hope..i realize that the week after that ill have therapy twice that week cas of seeing both the old and new t's ...and then the week after next is the week ill be heading home for a few days for 'christmas' and then i guess ill need to figure out if mommy is actually coming up here for christmas..i hope not but we will see...yvonnes grandparents will be here for like a week or so around christmas too..and im glad i have to work..but i do like them..so im not to worried about that..

but other than that..things are ok i think..not horrible..not great..just kinda moving along..