draining day...

today was a really long day in an odd sense kinda...dragging myself out of bed took a couple hours and i seriously considered not going to class but im glad i did because we had a pop quiz today and i got 11 out of 15 right but she said she is just using it as an attendence thing...i havent been taking my sinus meds like i should have been and im still sick and that just makes me tired period...and i went to talk to my teacher and an hour can seem like a lifetime and talking about the things we talked about is just tiring and draining all by themselves...and she pretty much told me i need to get back in therapy and that i have a couple weeks to either call my doc or go to the place on campus...given i knew she would do that and in a way i guess i needed her to do that to make me even begin to do anything...i might have considered going to the place on campus but i never would have gotten around to making the call but know someone knows im not in therapy and ill figure out a way to talk myself into calling somewhere before my time is up...and im pretty sure i wont be calling arran just because shes at the new place and i dont want to go to the new place yet and the whole new thing just bothers me...im leaning more towards going to the place on campus for a little while or at least seeing if i can go to the place on campus again...and its majorly hot here and im not eating like i should be and definitly not drinking as much as i should be and wandering all over campus isnt fun because i always feel so foggy like i want to pass out just for the sake of resting...and laundry calls so ill finish this some other time...