the usual junk

as usual im doing nothing and bored out of my mind...but feeling a little better than i was last night but still bordering on being depressed seriously and its only been a few days since i got over the last stupid deprssion bit..so anyway my head is somewhere i dont even want to be...its starting to suck being in the house so much but i guess i would rather be here than wandering aimlessly around campus...roxy is taking my to get dusti fixed on monday and im worrying about that some..since its pretty much an all day thing and i wont be able to pick her up until that evening..i hope nothing goes wrong...guess my high point would be i didnt s/i last night even though i looked at my wrist for like an hour and couldnt decide what i wanted to do..maybe not good but not bad either :/