stupid school stuff

so i finished my paper for the most part...20 dumb pages and im not really sure what to think about it...im just glad its almost done and i can turn it in and not have to think about it anymore...but then i keep thinking she will show my paper to someone else and then i dont know...i didnt give to much info in my paper but ive learned the social work teachers can read between the lines really really well! so im not sure..i tried hard not to over share but i dont know ... its stressing me out..all of it..mommy wants me to come home to watch henry in a couple weekends and i just dont like taking the bus at all...i mean geez a two hour ride really doesnt need to turn into a 6 hour one for the sake of just going home...i dont want to go my wrist is not exactly in a good place and the unexplainable scars showing up on my stomach are just stupid ...ive done a lot of things i shouldnt have lately...b/p is really making my throat hurt..not that i have a lot of stuff in the house to even eat but its getting really hard to eat half normal again...