just...

today was just like any other day...i was bored out of my mind for most of my day...all i did was eat all day and that sucked but i cant do what i did last week be cause it just got to the point where i was feeling sick from not eating and being in class all day tues was horrible..im not looking forward to tomorrow at all..im not looking forward to anything right now...im watching this movie called speak on lifetime and i read the book last semester while i worked in the library and it was a really good book, major trigger but still a good book so im just testing the movie against the book..i might like it..most likely i will since i like most movies...i bought two new movies today lemony snickett and hotel rwanda both movies i like and wanted to buy eventually..mommy will be mad at me when she finds out what i did but for now im trying not to worry about it...my cell phone is dead..i cant get it to charge i cant get it to turn on i cant get it to break..i dont want a stupid phone anyway and now i have to waste money on a new one...so im half looking for a cheap one it doesnt matter as long as it works...all the same im really starting to hate money..i hate that my birthday is so close and no one bothers believing me when i say ive cancelled it...no one ever believes me..i guess you cant cancel a birthday..when i started writting this my mood was ok but now im not so sure