Friday, June 03, 2005

sigh

i am in a very stay away from me mood...just kinda happened ..im just hanging out in the lab for a bit today to waste time since my comp is just stupid and annoying me...and i have some work i should be doing but i havent started yet...im might be going home next weekened but i dont know it depends on if ill be missing to much class or not..and the only reason im conisdering it is because mommy is going out of town and ill be working..its not like i dont need the money but its yvonnes birthday that week and i dont want to miss it but i cant decide...i already know i wont have enough extra money for like bills and junk..so i dont knwo..i dont want to go home but i might have to and im making myself nervous so ill stop now

1 comment:

luvpayne said...

I see a person with streangth. I see a person with determination. I see a person with WISDOM beyond her acknowledgeing. I see a person with a heart of gold. I see a person who is responsible. I see a person who pocessess the power to live a useful, happy life.... but is too frightened of the judgement of certain people to allow her to live free... do not be afraid to be yourself, wisp... the choices you make and the paths that you choose, are the correct ones... just dont be afraid to stand up for yourself...
If you continue to allow her to keep you under her thumb, you will never be able to get anywhere.. and it will not be because you were not smart enough, determined enough..or any of the other crap they spew at you. Those that belittle us, only are jealous. Constructive critism should never hurt like a wound. Please listen to those around you that you are fighting to block out.. your teachers, arron, yvonne and all of the other positive people in your life.. do not be afraid to open your mouth... for what you have to say is worth listening to.. i have never heard something from you, that was not worth my time...

take care my friend.