weird convo

i have been living with yvonne for six months now and she told me tonight that she doesnt know when im having a bad day..it wasnt like she told me it was more of a question and it was one i couldnt answer...i told her it was skill but i dont know ... its not even like i havent had bad days..this week has been just one huge bad day..this year has been horrible but i never said anything about it...i wont say anything about it..shes right i can tell when she is having a bad day...but just my lloking at me you cant tell unless you know when really really well and maybe thats not even true since yvonne has lived with me qand still cant read me...not that im the easiest person to read im guessing...she also told me she is really close to swearing that im a catholic and not just a plain catholic im a roman catholic because im so reserved...out of the two of us i am the more reserved one i mean her grandmother asked if i was mute....given her grandmother likes me and i dont know why really...but still i have my moments when i dont act my age and moreso when im with yvonne or henry and nia and it doesnt happen often because what i do is always ruled by if ill get in trouble or not...not even cobsidering most of it i cant get in trouble for anyway..but i cant do it...just me...just weird i guess..and really makes me wonder what ppl think of me..