worried some

i went to see arran today and that went as it usually does except i felt like talking and tried really hard to talk...we talked about the regular stuff and then it was my bright idea to bring up the subject of sleep..and so i told her about how i was always tired and how i get dehydrated alot and the whole blue fingers bit..and she advised going to a doc about it because it could be a serious problem and i told her it wasnt and i didnt say i wouldnt go i just said i would consider it the next time i feel dehydrated..and it sucks to admit im dehydrated again so im sitting here eating ice knowing i need to go fix some food but im not feeling hungry...now im worried that it could be something serious..but im afraid of going to the doc..i dont want to have blood drawn again....this is the second time in two weeks ive had to listen to arran tell me shes concerned about me :( i dont like that but now shes knows i dont care much about me health overall and i dont know...just thinking alot tonight