surprised

i ofund out yesterday that im going home this weekend...not thrilled about it but its not like i cant use the money yet again with the holidays and trips and things coming up...i have to take my homework home with me because i have to study for my test on tuesday...and then go home again for thanksgiving...i have to cook for thanksgiving and mommy might be going out of town again...last year was easier cooking through because i was actually eating meat then but now im not and i have no idea whati ll end up fixing for myself...but oh well ill figure it out..i think i did ok on my practice test but ill find that out next week and i hope i did good..still im pretty sure i should study more or at least on a reg basis...my classes next semester will be stressful because i once again got stuck with all tuesday/thursday classes and one i really dont want to take but i cant screw up and fail this bio either...so its not like ill skip class or anyhting its just that by the time i have to go to that class ill be tired and what not...ill have to figure out a way to eat or something through the day...eating is eating and i eat for the most part but then ive been b/p lately and getting completely obessed with weighing myself just to look at the numbers...and that could really start to become a problem well a bigger problem than it already is...i have to go see my advisor today and that should be fine but i dont plan on telling him yet that i have an appt to see my doc in a couple weeks...im just trying hard not to cancel it again..