not good..

things arent really going great..i feel like im driving myself crazy ...being alone is starting to make me really nervous...i even called the counseling place on campus today but there werent any open ones for the doc i saw anyway..im going home for the weekend and right now all i can think about it how much burning will hurt...thats all i want..dont even know why..i cant get my head to leave me alone anymore and im trying not to start skipping c lasses and things because the semester is almost over and now would be a bad tme to start screwing up again..dusti is going home with me snice i just found yvonne is going home for the weekend too..i dont know where shes going actually i just know she wont be here...things have changed and i dont like it at all