Wednesday, November 09, 2005

not a good day

i dont know what to do anymore...right now i just want to cry or throw something...things are being taken out of my control and then given back with guidelines and i dont want it anymore..well not this way...i have such a headache right now..i just want to go to sleep and forget today happened but im not tired even a little bit...i skipped my class tonight because my head cant handle anything else and i still have to finish the work im supposed to be turning in...im bordering on not caring but i know i need to finish the work...i just want to hide in bed until monday comes and goes and i dont have to think about any of this anymore...i never ment for any of this to happen and the more my teachers try to help the more i want them to go away..i dont want there concern or support anymore...i want to be left alone and thats not gonna happen either...everything sucks right now

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