even as i write this i can ffeel anxiety in my shoulders..i can feel the stiffness the pain ..i cant seem to relax and i dont know why..ok maybe the conversation that i had with my friend the other night has be a bit anxious...money and lack there of has me very anxious...moving..the cats..just -sigh- so much going on ... and im trying to ignore it all..and i cant ...i just cant because ignoring it makes it worse..and i end up completely stressed out ...i dont like this..im trying ..ok maybe not as hard as i could be..but im trying arent i?? im working..living...trying to get by...trying to catch up..just freakin trying ... and im just struggling with it all..so very much..
not even writing this is helping right now..so signing off until later on
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