I am upset right now..and trying hard to keep it together and maybe this will help since i am not at home and all i want to do is go home...
therapy was a lot today...a lot of thinking and trying to remember...and i cant remember and it is so upsetting..and hurts so much that i dont know my own life..that i dont remember my own life..that i cant place ages on anything that happened..that all i remember is the fear and hurt and sadness and just praying so hard to just die and be set free...that was what i wanted...really that was all i wanted and nothing else ...but i dont know why..i can guess and speculate ..and i will prolly be accurate but what proof do i have? what is going to make all of this make sense??
forget it
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