i woke up feeling confused..sad...messed up..angry...broken...a very low self esteem day i guess..i dont know
jutsw so so pissed off from talking to mommy yesterday and just not knowing how to deal with it and so i went to sleep pissed off and angry and i woke up pissed off and angry...its stupid ...its a waste of time letting her get to me so easily..but she did..she does..and today ..well last night..it just pissed me off..im doing something to help her out and she puts all of these restritions and what not on it and tells me ive messed up and all this mess..and its like fine..next time dont ask me to do it..and i did tell her that..i told her they can do it themselves..and leave me out of it..im sick of being yelled at for shit that i didnt want to do in the first place..and why in the hell did she have to ask me when my sister is at home for most of the day and could have done the same thing??? wtf..and so yeah i end up pissed off and just upset and pissed off and wanting to be completely juts left alone ...im tired of this stupid shit...i am..just leave me the hell a lone ok...
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