Wednesday, September 16, 2009
just a little upset i guess
you know its interesting i guess..maybe its just sad i guess that once someone else is in the house then im kinda forgotten again ... with my older brother home again.its like mommy is doing everything for him and im once again not important enough to remember...she made dinner last night and forgot to call me..but she called him and fixed his food (which i dont agree with at all but whatever) she made him breakfast this morning and im forgotten..she did even be annoying and yell to make sure i was still alive this morning..and as much as i hate it when its actually happening..when it doesnt happen its like i dont matter anymore :box it shouldnt bother me and it does... it always bothers me..and now im slightly upset that my brother is even here and i wish he would just leave again :-/ and i just lost the last of my cash to her and my brother...yeah im really hating this right now..
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You could be more than a little upset... I hate the way she is always taking your money and taking you for granted. I know you usually don't let yourself get really mad - but I think they take advantage of you way too much. And she takes you for granted. I think that's why she seems to forget about you when others are there. You're the dependable, easy to take for granted, daughter. But being the focus of negative attention is not any better, is it? I'm sorry she treats you the way she does. I wish she was more capable of positive affection. You deserve a big hug, an I love you, and much thanks for all you do. I'm sorry she doesn't do that. But you are loved and appreciated by many - and I think by her too even though she can't express it healthily. Hang in there.
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