back at home

well im back at home now..im very very glad that the trip with family is over...it was hard..it was very lonely..cas i know at times my mom and sister talked about me..mommy of course freaked about my driving and speed and everything..once we were at my brothers school he was the important one..everyone was more important than me..blah blah blah, same old stuff i guess...it is frustrating ..and sad ..but back home and its done for now...and things are hopefully going to get back to normal..i hope...feeling quiet..sad..i dont know..not really interested in anything right now...doesnt help that im still really tired..hating that its monday and i have to go to work..but its monday and i have to go to work cas the option is staying home with mommy who doesnt have to work today..and yeah..i would rather work..so have to drag myself to get ready and what not..soon...trying to work on paperwork but yeah..not going so great with that since i havent even started yet lol..just need to do one on the computer and the rest i can work on throughout the day..got up this morning and wasted time online as usual..applied for another job...found one i would like to apply for but they are doing open interviews this upcoming wed throughout the day and i wont be there..which stinks..but its ok cas im guess they will do them again at some point..im not stressing to much about it..and yeah mommy has been super mad at me cas i did something really stupid and let my car insurance stop...and then she found out about it and so all our 'talks' for the trip was centered around that and how stupid it was for me to let that happen..and yes i admit i should have paid more attention to it..and with all the car changing and rental cars i did stop paying attention to it and so now its like i have to get more car insurance and yeah..just not smart.. ive learned that my state kind frowns on driving without insurance ...but oh well i guess ill have to just see what happens with it now..and since today is a holiday ill have to get all that sorted out tomorrow before wed...and yeah guess thats about all for my rambles for today..for now anyway...