"The art of being yourself at your best is the art of unfolding your personality into the person you want to be. . . . Be gentle with yourself, learn to love yourself, to forgive yourself, for only as we have the right attitude toward ourselves can we have the right attitude toward others."~ Wilfred Peterson
Monday, December 22, 2008
20 hour drive and other randomness
we are now in louisiana and it took us 20 hours to drive down here..i slept almost the entire trip which is really odd all by its self because normally i dont sleep like that on long trips..normally im the one sitting awake bored out of my mind.but it had been areally busy week before we left..i was sick..and tired and just completely out of it..so maybe thats why i slept so much on the drive..but i really was rather useless in the whole thing..because i would be talking and then id be sleep and then id have to fight to wake myself up again...really weird..but we made it safely and it is nice being here...completely not what i expected..its just different is all..yvonnes grandparents are really nice though..forever asking if i need or want anything..they tell me good morning and good night and its like i almost dont know how to deal with it because it doesnt happen any where else..i dont get it from anyone else...and i dont know how to respond to it really..its hard and today im feeling a little sad and quiet but i dont know...im alright..hard getting used to having no pressure at all..i dont have to do anything..i dont have to talk..im not expected to or told to do anything at all..its a nice feeling..doesnt happen often and i know ill be a basketcase when it comes time to leave and go home..mostly though my days are just going around with yvonne and her grandparents to run errands and visit ppl...and i mostly just sit and watch..because well new ppl..and me talking just so dont really go together at all..but i am ok..i think
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