nothing to important

just nother day i guess..kinda feeling depressed kinda not..randomly dealing with wanting to cut or hide..feeling majorly tired and drained..im going to bed soon but im off and that is good at least..until tomorrow evening and then im back to work and on thursday we are actually leaving to go on our hike..not interested in going so soon but i have no real choice in the matter...i just want to get it over with more than anything..im ok working with the person im with now but i would have rather worked with anyone else..she is bossy and just rude to a lot of ppl she doesnt need to be rude to...normally when i go on my day off i worry about my costaff and this time i just dont care..and i dont know what it is about her that bothers me but i need to figure it out..yea ill be able to work it her and will but its not as much fun as it could be i guess..