hmm

today is one of those overstimulating days and im getting a horrible headache and ive been single staffed for the better part of the last 4 days and i dont even get off again for another 4 days and im just ready to scream im so agitated and have absolutely no escape for now...im ready for the kids to go home.yes its been a great group overall but im ready for them to leave just so i can have a day off..an then its harder becasue a lot of the activities they are supposed to be doing gets cancelled and i cant do anything but try to keep them busy..and then they start bickering and arguing and having to call the dumbest issues ever on each other and so its just hard and tiring..i dont like it being implied that since i have the small group and they are good for the most part that it is perfectly ok to leave me with me group alone for days at a time beecause i can handle it..they seem to forget that being by myself means its just me and then and i cant get a break at all and i ahve to deal with all of there issues and everything..the other group we share the cabin with does help me out a lot because they have 3 ppl to our 2 ..so hopefully the next few days will pass without to many things going wrong and so that we can get them out of here safely...im just not feeling well and really overwhlemed right now...almost started crying this morning when one of the girls completely blew up over nothing and i told her i didnt want to talk to her anymore just to get away from her but then i had to deal with the rest of the group still..its just been a long long day i guess with no end in sight...hmm yesterday was the medieval fest and it was fun and all had somoe gross things thrown at me and got pulled out of the dining hall but i was completely pissed off that the sight group decided to start a food fight at the end of dinner and i was just standing in the doorway minding my own busniess and i get covered in mustard..that upst me and im guessing that outfit is completely ruined now..i cant even get time away to go and wash my clothes and it will stain horribly..im just getting a little tired of being ignored by the sight ppl..i prefer base and now i know why.its like we are on different planets now and if you didnt become friends during training then there is no time to even think about it now..we are kept to seperated and so the little rift that is always there between the two groups keeps growing..and now all the groups are horribly short staffed and ppl are just being pulled out of programs and put into other ones and then no one is happy and its harder to work with everyone..lots of work issues going on...so yea right now im just waiting for a break and thats about all..i just want some time to myself..