feeling better

im feeling better about things today..more so in the past few hours..i didnt sleep well last night and just kept tossing and turning all night and dusti wasnt helping anything at all by wanting to play most of the night...this morning was just weird and i was awake and up but not really focusing on anything at all..finally went back to sleep and didnt get back up again until almost 4 in the afternoon..and then i felt better..its been kind of a gray day..it was raining this morning and now its storming a bit and making me nervous so i decided to just write and watch tv until i was a little more tired...watched tv and played the sims a little bit this evening..packed some for fla and even cleaned up my room which i havent done since i was unpacking and clothes were seriously all over the place..i can see the floor in the closet again and my bed is actually completely made..and neatly too! i almost thought i had forgotten how to make up my bed lol..i had been putting it off for forever it seems and since i have to pack and i didnt want to watch the movie i was watching i guessed it would be a great time to get it done..dusti kept me company ..nothing really planned for tomorrow except laundry and more packing and possibly running to the store but nothing to thrilling..and then its off to work for almost 3 full weeks before ill see dusti again..ill say two and a half though since i might be able to come back on sunday but maybe not so ill have to make sure she is fine before i leave on friday..and im worried but i know she will be ok..