dull day

its been a long day and ive done preetty much nothing except eat way to much the past few days and it sucks and im so fasting next week some how...dont know how yet since tuesday is a horrible day...as long as i stay out of the house its not so bad but i know if i stay home ill be bored enough to eat and then ill end up purging and im trying not to do that but i dont know...hmmm just lots to think about i guess