Tuesday, October 04, 2005

changes

you would think ordering a happy meal with no meat was against the law...yes i still like the happy meal toys and no i dont want the meat its really not as big a deal as ppl make it out to be :S it makes me feel weirder than normal and its just ok so i dont eat meat..who cares!

last night was hmmm not good at all..i figured out that im actually not going back to therapy for a while and ill have to figure things out on my own..and im really fine and all that great stuff..and i called and canceled my appt today so yea im offically on my own for a while..im still sad that i didnt get a chance to say goodbye..i dont know how long i will get away with not being in therapy but all the same i just cant go right now...it took forever to call in the first place and now im cancelling and i dont know how much it will take to get me to call again...i know all the emergency numbers and things but i dont call them either..ill just have to figure out a way to make sure i stay alive...hmmm so anyway last night sucked and i think more than likely im going home this weekend..i need to work and i really need the money thanks to mommy..and even then im barely managing to budget for food :S i cant figure any of this stuff out...

i think i failed all three of my tests today...but ill figure that out soon enough..if i did then ill just have to work a whole lot harder for the other assignments and things...im running for treasurer of salsa and im prolly gonna get it since im running against myself but still i had to give a speech and i wasnt to happy about that but i gave it and les and stef was there so it was ok, i got through it...have a break from class right now..three hour class and we have a test and the guy is being mean and making us stay for the second half of class :( i so want to just leave but i cant do that...so ill suffer through the next hour and a half...dont know how but ill sit there at least..

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