eating changes ....

you would think i would be rather thrilled that im not wanting to eat as much right now..and i am..but im also annoyed..i mean heck not eating is great for me because it keeps my binging down...and i lose weight..the issue it that now im all mad cas i like eating and not being able to eat makes me upset...how weird is that ???  i want to eat gosh darn it..i wanted my breakfast this morning..and i felt like i was stuffing myseelf trying to finish and i couldnt even finish my food...my usual at ihop that i can eat without a real issue and this morning it was a struggle..and this makes me upset...why in the hell does this make me upset????? i dont understand myself at all right now..