not doing so great...

trigger city this week and next...to much going on in my head and in my life and with work and my car is breaking and im just worn out and tired and flat out stressed...its not fair and i just want to sit down somewhere and cry because i cant deal..fighting the urge to cut..fighting the urge to binge...but i want razors and i want to eat and not have think and just ugh..i dont know...but yeah ... just struggling