Friday, February 12, 2010

i give up!

i need cable in my life..my life isnt complete..i need my distraction back..oh my gosh..ive missed tv so so much ...and wow im like glued to the tv..and just flipping through channels..back and forth and back and forth and so much to watch in so little time..ugh i have to go back to va in a couple days..i cant cram 4 months of no tv into 3 days! my head will explode lol..but really if the internet still isnt working when i get back next week then ill have to figure out how to get it and cable in the house..but gonna have to research it all a bit more..

hmm well im annoyed with riley and harris already and its just because well they have friends over and they are kinda in there own world..i mean in general im just kinda hanging out but yeah..i think im separating from them a bit more..they can manage with me and i can manage with out them..its nice seeing them though..but again things are changing because im not around anymore..im not always seeing them and so it just feels like im losing touch with them i guess ..i dont know...everything is just weird at home..things are different...im different and its just hard to fit back into my neat little box of nothingness..i cant..i wont..i dont know..

not to mention that its snowing! i left va to get away from the snow..and the snow followed me...its actually snowing in wilmington and its sticking! the weather is so weird lately...

went and saw the new percy jackson, the lightening thief...it was ok..i mean i liked it and it was good but i think i need to see it again..greek mythology is really very interesting...but hmm cant decide yet..

but hmm meds are kicking in and i think im gonna start drooling on my keyboard if i dont go and lay down..

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