schools back in

im back at my apartment now and the depression hasnt lifted yet but its not as bad right now...i missed yvonne and ming and my own space and not having to worry about cleaning or if someone is coming over or keeping dusti inline and all that...not that i dont have stress it doesnt get as far as it does when im at home with mommy....i need to figure out a different thing to call home because i call my apartment home and i call my home with mommy home and i guess it can get confusing...im not feeling to good right now but it was a good day...i made roxy lunch and a cake for her birthday and she liked it and took most of it home but i still ate to much cake..low in fat or not cake is cake ... and i had muffins for breakfast...yvonne took me out :) well we walked down the street but it was fun..we split the muffins so i had part of a cranberry orange one and it was surprisingly good..and i had lemon poppy and blueberry and i didnt like the healthy harvest one it was kinda gross...i spent the morning finding the kitchen because it was kinda just gross and needed a good cleaning...i do most of the cleaning but i dont mind..it gives me time ti think about stuff and what not...i got the new anna nalick cd and i really like it..the whole cd to the songs are pretty good and i can relate to them in ways and she has a nice voice..i was back to cutting my wrist before i left home be cause i just couldnt handle anything eelse...so im hack to keeping my wrist covered up and everything...classes start tomorrow and i only have one but im going to campus kinda early so i can get some of my books and find out prices and things...my bank acct is finallly back in order after i miss calculated and over spent a little bit...im going to take a nap though..just decided to write a little bit