not my day

im not feeling good at all...im guessing its just sinuses or something and i will feel better soon and maybe it isnt and i have a cold .. i dont know i just feel majorly crappy and annoyed...being sick makes me really short tempered and i try not to say to much so i dont bother anyone but its ok since yvonne isnt here anyway....im watching pay it forward and im trying not to fall asleep so i can see the end of it...im getting my computer tomorrow and im hoping it will work with the wireless until i can get dsl hooked up...i dont want to spend a ton of money on dsl hookup either but i dont know...not feeling much like writing either...i just want to sleep i was back and forth all night..because ming was in my room since yvonne went out and dusti kept wanting to be petted..and yvonne was back and forth when she came home looking for ming but ming was under the covers and so she couldnt find her..and i would have let ming stay in my room but she started barking out the window and i wasnt listening to that all night so i went and put her back in yvonnes room...i started reading one of the mindfulness books and it is pretty good and an easy read and it does make sense i guess...pretty soon i wont be able to run away from my head...scary thought