Sunday, August 11, 2013

really needing to do a head dump....

there is so much on my mind right now..and i am struggling i think to manage and figure out what it going on..im tired ...so so tired..but also worked up and frustrated and wanting to go to sleep...i think im just i dont know..on overload and not able to have time to decompress correctly or whatever..because there has been a work issue going on all day long..and im doing what i can to help..but in the end..the ultimate decision is not mine to make..and im concerned because again..there is physical harm, fear, etc, and then the constant talking on the phone and what not ..would she go back a third time?  really go back again ?  im trying to be supportive and helpful and doing what i can inorder to help and be helpful and i feel like im just failing at it..

i called a client this evening to confirm the time she has for an appointment tomorrow..and seeing her in the afternoon...since that was a major concern for her last week..she gets pissed off at me and tells me all this crap..and so i did my own planning and finding things out...i called both of her doctors and left them messages asking to confirm the appointment times and what not..im done with this person..i am ..and maybe it is showing..i dont know... im just tied and getting depressed and ugh

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