wow this weekend has been a whirlwind of activity..and for me that is a huge huge thing...ive spent weeks hiding in the house and just keeping to myself and trying to manage ... this weekend..curvon called and asked to come and visit since today is a holiday.. its not like i was planning anything super duper this weekend. just dinner out with sarah which we will be rescheduling for a child free night lol...so he came over .. in the course of 3 days (im including today) we have been shopping numerous times, went to the park, went to sky zone, had a picnic, went to the movies, had a picnic, played video games, went out to dinner, ate girl scout cookies, watched cartoons, played with the cats.. its been a lot of activity..its been fun though...i do get irritated at times when he doesnt listen but i work hard not to yell at him.. but with all the stuff we have done, i realize just how much i havent been doing..i might as well be on my way to becoming a recluse ! it is surprising you know.. i know ive been struggling but good grief i have really been struggling..curvon goes home this evening..and i will miss him of course..i miss the quietness having him here but it is different having an active child hanging around .. i begin to crave my alone time !
in other news mentally i am beginning to even out and feel more present in things...im not taking the anxiety meds daily.. on the downside physically i am not doing so great..my stomach is bothering me again..and i am frustrated and upset about that..i even called the doc to talk about switching to insulin..im going to see her on thursday and talk about all of it...i did start the second med to help with my sugar though..so we will see... my other issue is that i am still having my period and since im on the shot i shouldnt be having it but its been a month now with no stops .. im not thrilled and am constantly cramping and what not..ugh..so ill talk to the doc about that on thursday too..
im loaded up on doc appointments this week..i see the nutritionist today, courtney tomorrow, the behavioral health people wed, and the doc on thursday..i will definitely be getting out of the house this week!
oh and i took the cats to the vet...they have ear mites but other are very healthy the vet said. kai weighs 11 pounds and gizmo weighs 10. i was hit with a crazy expensive vet bill but im glad i had the money to cover it. it was more than i had anticipated spending..but im so glad they are healthy .. and happy lol.
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