im ok. i guess . for now

i have calmed down a lot since earlier this morning ...i did get up and eat breakfast and go and see sarah...i can home and cooked dinner...i havent eaten it yet but im hoping it is good !  i made grilled smokehouse chicken with garlic butter carrots..but again i waited to long to eat and ended up munching on a couple slices of pizza..oh well... i know i cant expect immeidate results but i kinda want immediate results..but im going to lay down and play the ds for a bit...i dont like the thunder ..so staying busy.