I'm tired

I don't feel good today and my thoughts are drifting into a negative area..Maybe I am having bad dreams
.I'm tired and cranky and not sleeping..I want to sleep. I'm trying to figure out money ..I'm tired of trying to figure out money ..And car stuff and job stuff..I'm trying but not hard enough...I found a job but not a good enough one..so go get another one..get out of this mess your in and then maybe you van talk about decreasing something...but right now...No..you have to do more..work more..give more..pay more..you have  to fix this...there is no rest..there is no anything...