anxious

Anxiety is getting the best of me..a lot of thinking today and trying to plan but all I've ended up doing is stressing myself out to the point of crying and accidentally triggered myself watching this movie...My head hurts ..My eyes hurt and I'm no  nearer to figuring anything out...I feel like a failure and am suddenly struggling to figure things out and figure out how I'm going to manage..And what the crap I'm going to do...I'll just keep my anxious feelings to myself and lay back down and think...Maybe no Netflix for a while to get myself calmed down maybe...moving back into isolating...No talking...blaming it on being sick will have to do....