the past couple days have been insteresting i guess...my mom actually met yvonnes mom and we all went out to dinner...it was fun i guess...because nia and henry and eric were there too...but i dont think ill be doing it again anytime soon...everyone talked about me picking at my food but i cant help if i didnt like it any...the cheese was gross and they were right im not gonna eat it...but still it was my food...
yvonnes mom and grandmom made us both easter baskets :) and she hid them from us and we had to go find them and it was a lot of fun..i got candy and another care bear and a tshirt and some other stuff..i mean it has been for ever since ive gotten an easter basket much less had one hidden from me...i got something for v day from them too and then other odd and ends when her mom is here..its so different from the ways things are done with my mom..i dont know..funny though yvonnes grandmother thinks im the quietest and nicest person..but yvonne and her mom know different lol...but now im babysitting and supposed to be cleaning up but im taking a break..its dull cleaning up someone elses house...but as long as i make it look like ive been doing something its ok and riley just went outside so i have a little free time anyway and i need to take a shower and such real fast...but now i learn that dee is trying to plan a trip to disney world around my schedule so that i will be able to go! i mean yes i would love to go and it would be a lot of fun going there with riley and harris because they have never been and im getting a free trip and ill be geetting paid to hang out in the parks with them all day...like i would say no to that! true i would have to save up a bit so i would have spending money but im so hoping dee manages to get it planned out...she said it would be in like sept/oct and i was trying to think of a time when i had free days and im thinking fall break for me and the way my classes are looking for next year ill be able to leave on like thursday night to come home! but i think it would be fun and i wouldnt be stuck with my mom going and telling me what to do...
its odd...when i meet yvonnes friends and they all tell me she talks about me all the time and how great and wonderful i am and how im such a good roommate...its one thing if she tells me but its something else if her friends are telling me about it...i just dont get how ppl can like me so much when im so horrible :S i dont know
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Doing the happy dance for you.. woohoo.. I am so glad that you are feeling the joy of a functional family.. that is the love you were suppose to grow up with... Sometimes we have to feel the love of our "outside" family,and accept that it REALLY isn't us that were not loveable, but the "family" we were unfortunatley brought up by, that are the horrid ones... Remember that you are the gold.. and accept the praise and love that YOU DESERVE!!!!!!
I hope you feel the warm of our joy and love for you.. you are a good person... start realizing that..
janea(luv)
p.s.
off my soapbox now
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