nobody....

i have to stay awake till 12:01 to call henry to say happy birthday....hes getting my car till i finish getting my license...its fair i guess..im not using it anway

my wrist hurts but i put meds on them at least...maybe i wont pick at the bandaid even..i dont know..i dont think yvonne is going home this weekend...i wanted to be alone...but this is me and being alone would drive me a bit crazy..well right now anyway...this year cant suck anymore than it already does...what else is left to happen that hasnt already??? of one more thing happens for some reason i dont know about ill go jump off a bridge...ok i wont i guess, the water under the bridge is kinda gross anyway...im running out of reasons to keep myself in one piece...i have to keep reminding myself im going to see riley and harris and they wont know if my legs are sore and sit all over me....i have to remind myself that i have to stick around to make it home to see them....but im forgetting...i keep losing it