im at work not working...i swear i need to stop doing that but geez work is so boring...im gonna work on homework today though...i have to get two papers done by thursday and my journals i can work on over the weekend although im not to interested in chapter 8....i just dont want to think about behaviors i have to work and changing and then write about it...not that it matters much becasue since she knows about the cutting i have at least one behavior i can work on! but i dont know about two more...and i go see arran on wed..yvonne is going home this weekend too so ill have the house to myself...maybe ill go rent movies or something...i dont know..so yeea i ate this morning..after i got out of class that is..i never really eat breakfast on mondays and weds because i leave way to early to bother with eating but i was hungry this morning about half way through class i started thinking about what i could eat lol...oh she actually called on me in class today..surprised the heck out of me but its not like i could just not answer...so she got my opinion on what ever it was we were talking about...im jumping topics again...hmm ok food again...we went out to dinner last night and i as usual got something i didnt like and didnt eat much of it and brought it home to let it sit in the fridge for a couple days till i throw it away....the pasta really was gross though and it came with chicken and it didnt say that in the menu and i was annoyed so i took the chicken off and yea..so dinner for me was chips and dip and like half or dessert..split a brownie thingy with yvonne and it really was so very good lol...so im guessing thats why i got hungry this morning and so i ate...and ill fix dinner tonight when i get home..i swear i will...i think lol...but anyway yvonnes mom asked if i was losing weight last night and i said no but the jeans i was wearing are kinda big on me...maybe thats why there my fav jeans..they have now been labeled my chastity jeans (very long story on that one) buts its mainly due to the fact that i have the snappy things on the inside of my knees on my jeans and yvonne asked if they could be snapped closed...which that cant but it comes up every time i wear them! ..so anyhoo it was fun last night ... things are always kinda fun with yvonne and her mom...minus always asking what im eating ... we go out to dinner a lot and its not often i get something i actually eat...even less so now that i stopped eating meat...and im pretty sure that wasnt the smartest thing ive ever done but im sticking to it at least..so i guess thats something...still kinda sucks my eating is always the topic of disscusion...makes me not like eating out at all...and it doesnt just happen with them two either...everyone i know has said something about what i eat or most likely what im not eating....well not counting my mom..since with her everything is what i shouldnt be eating...but anyway ive decided im going to start doing yoga...mind alinement or something...i did it once and it was kinda boring but oh well..i should do more quiet stuff anyway....
i was looking through some of my poems and things yesterday and a lot of them i had completely forgotten about...some a good, most just suck..but there still mine and its not like im gonna do something completely stupid and throw them away...i have a lot of quotes on different things saved too...collect those from lots of different places on line and various groups ive been in at different times. i love my quotes though, they just sum everything up at once...maybe ill start doing that adding a quote to everything i write...it would be interesting to say the least...and i better get back to work. will write more later or tomorrow.
~Quote~
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
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