trying to be nice

trying really hard to be nice to myself...so tonight is going to be pizza and movie night! i got the incredibles today and im guessing im ordering in since its just me here for the weekend..dont know what ill do to keep myself busy but homework and cleaning up come to mind...yvonnes having a dinner party sunday and im making italian potatos and deviled eggs for it..so ill be a bit busy sunday afternoon...im guessing i needed the alone time but the timing is a bit off :S .... me and being alone hasnt been working out great lately but ill be ok...i talked with janet this morning and im doing alright for right now....trying not to stress out again..maybe ill paint tomorrow since ill have the time and space.. ill figure it out tomorrow. so off to order pizza before i change my mind