im at work not working so i have to be quiet turned in all my homework for today though and that was good..i think my teacher will be a little disappointed i didnt add more to my genogram thing but i told her i didnt like doing family junk when i had to write about what i got from it...but i did the other journal as i usually do and i completely made myself sould like a horrible person because i dont know how to fix myself and im so screwed up and i had a presentation this morning and i was so nervous about it and i did cut before i left home this morning and i really am so disapointed for doing it...thinking about it makes me what to cry, i was so happy my wrist was starting to look normal instead of looking like a war zone..and now back to the same thing and im going home this weekend and as usual freaking out about it because i refuse to stay past sunday and i have to think up something to say for getting back on monday...ill tell her im gonna work or something...i dont know just confused about everything as usual..my teacher asked how i was and i said i was ok, not that i was gonna say any different and i think she knew that too...
ok i dont like coffee at all but i could smell it all day long and not care lol..and on campus coffee is the big thing but i saw no point in it...i mean once a year maybe you would catch me drinking a coffee and then its not even real straight coffee...i always got a Caramel Macchiato..i know fifty bagillion cals in one stupid drink..but a few weeks ago yvonne got a caramel javalanche and i tasted it and loved it!! i think i like it better because its a cold drink and its not coffee coffee and theres a tons of caramel in it and i do love caramel on some days lol...but i had two last week i had two with whipped cream and they run about 700cals but i dont know the real size of the cup so im guessing between 700 and 800 stupid coffee ... hmm i need to find out how big those cups are...its not like theres a small, medium, large with this drink...since its a mixed drink you just get one size and im guessing its a large..but im not sure
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you are loved, you are strong, you are capable of being a wonderful person..just beleive that...
YOU DO NOT SUCK
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