Thursday, December 25, 2014

wishing on a star

Star light
Star bright
First star I see tonight
Wish I may
Wish I might
Have the wish 
I wish tonight
....


I'm fighting sleep hard tonight..I always have trouble sleeping on Christmas eve..I don't know why...right now there are too many demands..I'm so many things and nothing at all..I'm hot and hungry and tired..My eyes burn..im anxious and nervous and on edge...I'm worn out and can't figure out what to do with myself..it bothers me that it's raining...I half expect that I am waiting up for Santa..waiting to get a glimpse that the magic is real..that I can keep believing..My body is tired...very tired..

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