floating in outer space

I'm trying to be okay..it's not working so well..Just a lot of sad..feelings that aren't completely mine..I  don't know..I can't write about this here...Umm anxiety is massive right now and I'm trying to keep myself together..super nervous about meeting Amber today..I don't know what is going to happen..but her turning into a dragon and eating me seems to be the reoccurring thought..I feel inadequate I guess...unsure of myself..My attention isn't on writing right now though..