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I am much calmer...ready to go home..but I am definitely calmer..And with the calm have come some latent turned on feelings..can we say bad timing extreme!! Hmmm maybe I'll look  up a couple of my stories that I like reading...Ok so off track..tonight at work was actually ok
..all things considered..Thank heavens tomorrow I see Anita..I think I need to talk or not talk..My feelings are mixing themselves up big time...And hiding and Pretending are the game changers of course..My brain is skipping around majority..I  thinking about today, tomorrow, and Tuesday..  I want to cook so much on Tuesday and I think I will..I. Just sure what I want to cook..I keep changing my mind..I want to spend the day watching criminal minds and cooking...nothing that requires much thinking ..Just for a day...Maybe I'll sleep...who knows...I really should focus on tonight..goodness...Umm get through tonight..that's the goal...I'll worry about tomorrow when tomorrow gets here..