ugh

My stomach is being a pain today...I ate my lunch and for some reason my stomach is incredibly upset..I ate the same thing last night and my stomach wasn't upset...geez..I hate how my stomach picks and chooses what is ok to eat and what isn't...

I seem  be on a corn kick..No idea why but suddenly all I want to eat  is corn...I was craving fried chicken but I made that yesterday so I'm good on that..but no corn is taking over..weirdness extreme..

I'm super bored at work and did I mention I'm bored..  want to coo  way to many different things..And no time or space..I am going to throw the rice away though..  I don't like it and normally I do like the chicken wild rice..but for some reason I don't this time...I think I'll do the chicken and sweet potatoes bake thing tomorrow morning...And I ended up saying something to tramaine about my food ..because she and her company came in last night and ate my food..  don't understand because she has food but sees fit to keep eating mine .. it frustrates me..And she was just like I understand..And it's crazy because there is nothing to understand..it's freaking mine...Ugh..undue stress

I'm going to have to go to the store...I need cat food..Maybe I'll pick up the stuff for the macaroni and beef thing..it looks so good! So that and my cinnamon rolls are next for cooking...

I was a little frustrated this morning with Sarah
..but we talked about it..who knew communication could actually be a good thing...

It's looking more and more  like I'll be applying for that other job..if.  want to be able to do anything I need more money coming in...I'm making needs meet right now..for the most part..it's a struggle though..an  I need to get back on my meds before I try to kill myself or something....And that is an additional 70+ dollars..Ugh everything is so frustrating..I'm trying to just keep my head above water...blah way touch to think about..

I'm at work..I've really saved gas  this week lol..tomorrow I'll have to drive of course..but I've barely driven this week..the water was on this morning..we left it running all night and that worked..but the house manager came and picked me up an  My coworker is going to be taking me home tonight..so they managed to get me to work..I was really hoping for a snow day of doing nothing!! But no I'm at work..but thankfully I don't have to spend the night..My hours are kind of sucky this week..I'll end up missing a day..blah..I'm trying hard  to make sure I get my 40 hours a week...pretty soon though days off will be a thing of the past with two jobs...Ugh...oh well ..some how something will work out..I hope..I hate having two jobs...I end up getting careless and there is no time to distress at all...I really need to think about this..big time...