got a kitten and other stuff :)

this is my newest little munchkin.  she is 7 weeks old and her name is xena :) :)  gizmo has taken a big big liking to her and seems to be almost in parent mode..kai is very unhappy with the new addition and is keeping his distance...right now i have her in the bedroom and have food and a litter box in here for her..so that they can stay separated a bit for a few days..she is a curious little thing..and has made a place for herself in the closet...she lets me pick her up and move her around..and she slept with me on my pillows.. i want to get her a couple toys of her own to play with when i go to the store tomorrow.  i think she will fit right in though..she is vvocal and not afraid at all.  i love her to pieces ..i love all three cats !

today started out rough but it got better.  i had therapy today and we talked about different things... i havent gotten into the major stuff with her yet..not really...but we are working on the daily stuff ...  working on taking more notice of the positive stuff .. aand well there seems to be a bit of positive stuff going on right now. 

my working on getting my sugar down..and my numbers are getting lower ... im trying you know..next friday im going to join the rec center ...after the maymont adventure i realize that i am so much weaker and i dont like that..so gotta get stronger ..

tomorrow i go back to class and that is exciting...

but things are ok overall right now..they really are...  im so afraid that ill do something to mess it up or something..blah..that part sucks ..the thinking and worrying that goes on in the background... but im trying to give myself a break you know...