beginning to feel overwhelmed..

my head is full of fuzz today.  it is hard to think..and it hurts...im just laying here really thinking about a lot of stuff..worrying about a lot of stuff..wishing i could just lay down and go back to sleep until wed when i see britney again .. i feel so out of it and frustrated and irritated ... and sad...  the sad is creeping back in .. i am taking my medicine ..i dont think im forgetting it..but im beginning to just kind of drift off and it is a struggle to get myself pulled together...i dont know.. little things bother me, noise is bothering me..i feel like im being invaded and there is no way to fix it... i am tired and i want to hide