Currently a crying slightly drugged mess..can barely keep my eyes open and fighting the urge for more pills. Scratching at my arms...it burns but if you don't know what to look for.you won't see them. No razors. I want razors. The fears overwhelm me..I'm cracking..
I just want t sleep and not think or feel anything. Stressed and anxious and overwhelmed..And scared cas Sarah in hospital and I don't do good in hospitals and I try but get so anxious.. and scared something back is going to happen. It's hard for me to be there but I don't want to leave her by herself..And I'm trying not to shut her out. But want her to feel better and not worry about me..I'm ok . I'll be ok . I just need to sleep. Yeah
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