once again i feel like i feel like im trapped..stuck..in a situation and i dont have a way out..im over thinking and struggling and just trying figure out a solution to so many different problems and its becoming overwhelming ... well its already overwhelming ...
right now with two jobs things are getting a bit difficult..and will get more difficult as i get more clients..i know im going to cut back my hours but that hasnt really happened yet..im down to four days ..but with going out of town next week that pretty much means that ill have to work the beginning of the week..and that wont work with seeing clients...and then going out of town for the weekend ... and money for that..and bills and im just feeling overwhelmed .. with all of it...im thinking about just taking off the entire week from the group home...but then i feel stupid for even considering that knowing i need the money...but if i have two clients i will be able to see them and still have money coming in and be less stressed out...im tired...the past few weeks have been incredibly hard and tiring and triggering and im just tired of all of ... but again i feel stupid for even considering taking a full week off...i just some time away from here..from richmond.. from work..from obligations ..and from stress...again..i just dont know what to do
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